Quarter 5: Tunnels, Intimacy & Urban Topologies(隧道、亲密关系与城市拓扑)
May – July 2023
Artis:
Karte lee:
In the tunnel-like expansion and compression of urban spatial structures, how can individuals reclaim their sense of presence and subjectivity through art and memory?
Yvette Yujie Yang:
Within a social structure that has severed our primal sensory connection to nature and space, is it still possible to rebuild authentic relationships—with the environment, with others, and with ourselves—through art and imagination?
Yuna (Yudan Ding):
In intimate relationships, when the self is gradually alienated and dissolved, can individuals reconstruct their subjectivity through art and self-expression?
A.A.A.A. Seminar Invitation
Title: Spatial Symptoms of Existence
Date: Sunday, July 9, 2023
Time: 10:30 AM–1:30 PM (UK Time)
Platform: Zoom Meeting
Language: Mandarin (with English summaries)
Hosted by: Luangallery
🔍 Seminar Overview
This two-part seminar explores how individuals experience disconnection and alienation within contemporary structures—whether spatial, ecological, or emotional. Three artists present projects that question how we can reclaim presence and selfhood in distorted realities.
░ Part I ░
Fractures and the Disconnected Nature
How do we navigate the loss of spatial and ecological intimacy in modern life?
Featuring:
Karte – Examines urban tunnels and the poetic logic of non-connection in city structures.
Yang – Investigates ecological grief, ancestral loss, and nature deficit as embodied spatial symptoms.
Key Themes:
Subterranean Urbanism · Nature Deficit · Ecological Body · Ancestral Grief · Complicit Spaces
░ Part II ░
Structural Misalignments in Intimacy
How does love become a space of control, projection, and self-erasure?
Featuring:
Yuna – Shares Fish Love, a visual metaphor series exploring emotional displacement and the politics of being “loved.”
Metaphors include: the Fish, Apple, and Canary as figures of soft control.
Key Themes:
Fish Love · Emotional Projection · Feminine Subjectivity · Desire as Constraint · Intimacy Structures
🔗 Reflections Across Parts
Spatial alienation vs. emotional displacement
Power, perception, and the shaping of subjectivity
Can we rebuild connection through art and embodied awareness?
Meeting Minutes:
How can the individual reclaim presence and subjectivity through art and memory in an urban space increasingly structured like a tunnel—compressing, isolating, and connecting at once?
Translation of Karte’s reflections on urban space
Urban Space as Structural Form
In Karte’s line of thinking, the city is not merely a visual landscape, but a structural entity—an assemblage of components and systems that shape how people live, perceive, and interact. This structural nature of urban space, though often invisible, determines much of our experience. One such component is the tunnel: a compressed, transitional, and often neglected space that embodies both spatial and existential uncertainty.
For Karte, the tunnel holds philosophical significance. It mirrors the individual’s wandering in a complex social system—an ongoing search for exit, identity, and clarity. As cities grow, they also constrict, reducing the space available for lived experience. The tunnel becomes a metaphor for this compression: bodies squeezed, sensations numbed, yet always in motion. This tension between movement and confinement reshapes our relationship with the city itself.
Topology, Memory, and Artistic Resistance
Karte draws inspiration from topology—not to adopt mathematical models, but to embrace a mode of thinking that focuses on connections, distortions, and relationships. Topological thinking invites us to understand space not in fixed forms but in fluid networks, offering alternative approaches to both analysis and creation.
Within tunnels, memory is frequently triggered. Who has passed through here? What echoes remain? Karte suggests that while these memories are deeply individual, art can activate them collectively. In doing so, art bridges isolated experiences and fosters emotional resonance. As cities develop rapidly, erasing old neighborhoods and communities, the continuity of personal and collective memory is disrupted. Art becomes a vehicle for preservation—not as nostalgia, but as resistance.
Art, for Karte, is a personal form of expression, yet it holds communal value. It allows the seemingly meaningless to surface, and in doing so, reclaims space from homogenization. This is where art intersects with political agency: not by confronting structures head-on, but by transforming how they are perceived and inhabited.
Tunnels and Social Connectivity
Tunnels are not only private or psychological spaces. They are infrastructural veins in the urban body. From subways to pedestrian bridges, these passageways are essential for maintaining connectivity across fragmented cityscapes. Karte likens these spaces to social slices—narrow yet revealing—where stratification, movement, and disconnection intersect.
Manka’s reference to the “six degrees of separation” theory highlights how spatial connectivity mirrors social networks. Even in isolated, compressed environments, people remain subtly linked. In this sense, the tunnel is both a separator and a connector—an ambivalent agent in urban life.
Who controls this connectivity, and who decides the use of space? A.A.A.A. poses a key question: how can art reclaim agency within these systems? Karte implies that artistic intervention does not require demolishing structures, but infiltrating them with sensory, emotional, and mnemonic content—reshaping the experience of space from within.
Existence and the Right to Space
Ultimately, in the compressed gaps of the tunnel and city alike, individuals find themselves alienated—physically and psychologically. Yet within these liminal conditions lies the possibility for rediscovery. To seek an “exit” is not just to move forward, but to reestablish one’s presence.
Karte suggests that the right to space must be reclaimed not through confrontation alone, but through poetic subversion. As Yvette Yang notes, allowing “meaningless” existence is itself meaningful. This affirmation of presence—however ambiguous or unrecognized—marks a subtle yet profound political gesture.
Art, in this framework, becomes an act of reclamation. It affirms subjectivity in environments that seek to flatten it. It preserves memory in landscapes that attempt to erase it. And it connects individuals in architectures designed to isolate them.
Conclusion: Echoes at the End of the Tunnel
Karte’s inquiry leads us to a central question: How can the individual reclaim presence and subjectivity through art and memory in an urban space increasingly structured like a tunnel—compressing, isolating, and connecting at once? The tunnel, in this view, is not simply a means of passage, but a symbolic zone of convergence—between movement and stasis, loss and recovery, isolation and relation.
Through topological thinking, mnemonic activation, and artistic intervention, the tunnel becomes more than infrastructure. It becomes a site for existential and political re-entry—where the individual, despite the pressures of urban form, can once again become a subject, and not merely a function.
In a world disconnected from nature and space, can art and imagination help us reconnect with the environment, others, and ourselves?
Yvette Yang on Nature-Deficit, Ecological Grief, and the Reimagining of Space
The gap in perception and the retreat of nature
In today’s hyper-urbanized and digitized society, the separation between humans and nature is not merely physical—it reflects a deeper fracture in perception and sensory engagement. In her talk, Yvette Yang begins by inviting the audience to perform a simple imaginative act: close your eyes and picture a space. This small gesture exposes a latent truth—our ability to imagine space is often bound by functionality and content. Most people’s imagined spaces are filled, annotated, explained. Very few are empty. This simple exercise reveals the growing poverty in our collective spatial imagination, one shaped and restricted by utilitarian logic and cultural conditioning.
Yang draws from psychologist Richard Louv’s theory of “Nature-Deficit Disorder,” which initially focused on children’s cognitive and behavioral issues due to their lack of contact with nature. But she goes further: this deficit is not just biological or psychological—it is existential. Despite thousands of years of civilization, our DNA remains nearly identical to that of our Stone Age ancestors. Yet, our environments have transformed beyond recognition. Our bodies expect communal, nature-embedded living—but what we experience is isolation, confinement, and over-digitization. Yang suggests that the rise in identity labels—such as "feminist," "queer," "Chinese"—reflects not only political or cultural shifts, but a primal desire to reconnect with a lost sense of belonging, to rebuild the tribal networks our evolution prepared us for.
Ecological grief: mourning what is no longer ours
One of Yang’s most powerful interventions is her discussion of ecological grief, a form of mourning rarely acknowledged in modern discourse. Unlike depression or anxiety—which are more clinically recognized—grief remains suppressed because it offers no productivity. In a society addicted to growth and constant upward mobility, grief becomes unspeakable. We are encouraged to “move on,” to “rise,” to “do better.” But in doing so, we lose the capacity to mourn what we have destroyed—ecosystems, biodiversity, meaningful contact with nature.
Yang’s artistic practice responds to this grief. Her work Fragment uses etched glass to preserve moments from nature—a visual metaphor for our desperate attempts to freeze the ephemeral. This impulse to eternalize nature, she argues, is not innocent. The same urge that drives scientific cataloguing and aesthetic preservation has historically contributed to ecological destruction. In collecting, classifying, and displaying nature, we often fix it in place—paradoxically speeding up its disappearance. Art here becomes both an act of reverence and a subtle critique of our self-defeating desire to possess what should remain wild.
Language, space, and non-human perception
Yang also explores how language shapes spatial understanding. In Chinese, the word for "space" often implies enclosure—jian (间) evokes a room or bounded area. In English, “space” suggests openness, fluidity, potential. This linguistic contrast reveals deeper cultural frameworks: we relate to space not as neutral emptiness, but as a container for utility. This insight aligns with Yang’s concern that we no longer relate to spaces through embodied experience, but through interfaces—maps, apps, reviews. We don’t wander; we search. We don’t dwell; we consume.
She contrasts this with the instinctual behavior of non-human species: elephants, migratory birds, waterfowl. Their navigation of the world is uninterrupted by national borders or property lines. For them, space is continuous, organic, relational. Yet urbanization and environmental fragmentation have disrupted even these ancient paths. Birds are now forced to alter routes, fly over dangerous terrain, or perish. For Yang, this demonstrates that space—as a human construct—is alien to most of the natural world, and our failure to recognize this is at the root of many ecological crises.
Ancestral grief and the limits of human foresight
Yang introduces another concept: ancestral grief—a cross-generational sorrow not tied to direct experience, but to a deeper, inherited sense of loss. We no longer know how to form relationships with space. Our interactions are mediated by technologies that filter, categorize, and sterilize experience. As Yang points out, when we arrive in a new city, our first instinct is not to explore, but to open apps and follow reviews. We outsource curiosity. In doing so, we lose our capacity for wonder, disconnection, and discovery.
Moreover, Yang argues that our inability to foresee ecological consequences stems from a biological limitation: we cannot easily imagine beyond the span of our own lifetimes. When we hunted wolves, we did not anticipate rodent overpopulation and desertification. When we replaced wetlands with rice paddies, we did not foresee the collapse of entire ecosystems. This shortsightedness is not malicious—it is structural. But the consequences are profound. Yang insists that environmental protection is not an act of moral altruism; it is a selfish necessity. We must preserve nature not because nature needs us, but because without it, we do not survive.
Conclusion: how else might we imagine space?
Yvette Yang’s talk culminates in a quietly radical question:
In a world where nature is distant and space is increasingly functionalized, can we still use imagination and art to rebuild authentic relationships—with environment, with others, and with ourselves?
To imagine an empty, useless, purposeless space—one not defined by capital or productivity—is perhaps the most rebellious act available to us now. In doing so, we reclaim not only the right to mourn, but the right to feel, to belong, and to exist within a world that is not yet entirely lost.
Within intimate relationships, can art and self-expression help individuals reclaim their subjectivity across soft boundaries?
Yuna on Intimacy, Self-Alienation, and the Reclaiming of Subjectivity Through Art
The “I” that gets lost in love
Yuna’s presentation begins from a deeply personal space—her experience of long-term romantic entanglement, where she found herself gradually fading, emotionally and psychologically. Her art project, Fish Love, arises from this process of self-questioning and estrangement. Inspired by a story from a Jewish philosopher, Yuna reflects on a pervasive misconception of love: a man claims he loves fish, yet he catches, kills, and eats them. In truth, he doesn’t love the fish—he loves the pleasure it brings him. In this story lies the metaphor of modern romantic dynamics, where “love” often disguises desire, control, and self-projection.
Yuna suggests that many romantic relationships are shaped not by mutual understanding but by internalized social norms and unequal emotional investments. Particularly in heterosexual relationships, women are more often expected to adjust, to sacrifice, to soften their edges in exchange for affection or stability. This creates a silent mechanism of alienation, where love becomes a process of self-erasure under the guise of intimacy.
Subjectivity compressed: invisible control in emotional spaces
Yuna compares her emotional experience to being enclosed within a circle—allowed to move freely within it, yet never permitted to cross its borders. This “soft control” doesn’t manifest through aggression, but through subtle gestures, expectations, and emotional negotiations. It's the kind of control that’s embedded in the very structure of a relationship, disguised as care or compromise, but ultimately reshapes one's sense of self.
The asymmetry intensifies when one partner changes, but expects the other to transform in step. In Yuna’s case, her partner’s evolving needs began to demand a more extroverted, performative version of her. Yet, her nature—quiet, observant, slow to warm—remained intact. She found herself making increasingly uncomfortable adjustments, caught in the tension between staying authentic and meeting relational demands. Her personal identity was no longer self-defined but constantly calibrated against another’s expectations.
Emotional cages drawn in soft lines: artistic metaphors
Yuna channels these emotional states into a series of digital artworks, filled with symbolic imagery: fish, apples, canaries, and mirrors. These images form a soft yet cutting lexicon of emotional entrapment.
"Eating Fish" visualizes how love becomes a process of consumption—where one’s identity is devoured to satisfy another’s needs.
"The Canary's Game" depicts herself as a bird in a cage, nurtured yet controlled by a distant hand.
"The Control Club" represents her as a billiard ball on a game table, moved by invisible hands within a system she cannot control.
"Sacrifice of Desire" shows her in a fishbowl, held tightly in the arms of a controlling figure—tender yet claustrophobic.
"The Illusion of Repair" presents her sewing her own wounds, reflecting futile attempts to heal within a structure that perpetuates harm.
These works are not overtly dramatic, but gentle in tone—mirroring how emotional suppression and identity loss often emerge under the veil of care and softness. The pain is not explosive but quiet, ambient, slow.
Escape or reconstruction?
Eventually, Yuna initiates a shift—not by rejecting love, but by centering herself. Through art-making and professional development, she reclaims her voice. She doesn’t seek to become who she once was, but rather explores who she could be, outside the shadow of expectation. This is not an escape, she notes, but a redefinition of selfhood—no longer shaped by the desire to please or to belong, but by the need to be whole.
She emphasizes that selfhood in relationships is not static—it evolves. We don’t return to some “original self,” but instead form a dynamic, co-constructed identity through relational interaction. This echoes another participant's idea: that healthy relationships should not be zero-sum games, but spaces for mutual subjectivity to grow.
Gender, power, and the right to define oneself
Yuna’s story points to a broader structural question: why are it often women who interrogate these emotional and power dynamics in love? She reflects that, historically, women have been confined to the private realm, where love was one of the few ways to seek power or recognition. Men, granted wider social spaces, rarely feel compelled to reflect on emotional dynamics in the same way.
Art, in this context, becomes not only a site of healing but also one of resistance. Yuna’s works offer a feminist lens that gently but firmly reveals the embedded power structures of “soft love.” Her metaphors invite us to ask: who defines love, and who defines me?
Conclusion: Who gets to define love—and who gets to define me?
Romantic intimacy is often idealized as a sanctuary of authenticity. But as Yuna’s experience and work show, it can also become a space of subtle regulation and identity erosion. Through artistic reflection, she poses a vital question:
“When the self is gradually alienated and dissolved in intimacy, can we rebuild our subjectivity through art and self-expression?”
The answer, perhaps, lies not in abandoning love, but in reframing it—not as possession or projection, but as mutual recognition. In the quiet between gestures, in the softness of boundaries, we may find the strength to remain ourselves—while still being with others.